Some conflicts

[wayward_explorer]

I want to play beautiful music but I don't want to practice

I want to learn languages but I don't want to study

I want to adore nature but I don't want to go outside

I want to be friends with people IRL but I don't want to reach out to them

I want to conserve energy but I don't want to get off the computer

I want to be healthy and fit but I don't want to exercise

I want to get my neurodivergence diagnosed but I don't want to lock in and actually organize that

I want my space in the house to flourish but I don't want to put in the effort to organize it

I want to change my dietary habits but I don't want to navigate how to improve them and balance that with family needs

I want things to change but I don't want to make the effort

And I hate that

Why can't I just push through it?

Why is this so hard?

Comments

[emeraldflame]

I feel like things for yourself are just harder to pursue when you have folks that actively rely on you x_X

[wayward_explorer]

This is quite true 🫠

[emeraldflame]

Hope you can get a break before long. It genuinely sounds exhausting